Get out of the shame and guilt.

It is the devil that comes to kill, steal and destroy! Jesus came to give you life and life more abundantly .
Have you been feeling depressed? Hopeless or despair? Feeling suicidal? The enemy even tried to get Jesus to commit suicide. 

Luke 4:9 New International Version (NIV)9 The devil led him to Jerusalem and had him stand on the highest point of the temple. “If you are the Son of God,” he said, “throw yourself down from here.
How you combat it is by speaking the  WORD. Jesus said it is written:
Matthew 4:4-6 New Life Version (NLV) 4 But Jesus said, “It is written, ‘Man is not to live on bread only. Man is to live by every word that God speaks.’” 5 Then the devil took Jesus up to Jerusalem, the holy city. He had Jesus stand on the highest part of the house of God. 6 The devil said to Him, “If You are the Son of God, throw Yourself down. It is written, ‘He has told His angels to look after You. In their hands they will hold You up. Then Your foot will not hit against a stone.’”
I believe as you speak the Word  and ask Jesus to cleanse you and repent of your ways. you will break the plans of the enemy in your life and instead of your shame and disgrace you will receive double honor. 

◄ Isaiah 61:7 ►

Instead of your shame you will receive a double portion, and instead of disgrace you will rejoice in your inheritance. And so you will inherit a double portion in your land, and everlasting joy will be yours.
Gather yourself around LIFE giving people and not around those that speak death over you precious one. 
God created you for a purpose and for a plan and it was to Love GOD and Love others!